| you & me could have a bad romance |
[03 Jan 2010|09:26pm] |
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Starting to get quite stressed out about dissertation/uni. Aaargh. This is prompted by the fact I have done next to no work on my dissertation & I have just discovered, despite not being able to in October, you can actually access EEBO via the university library/myed. This makes me feel pretty useless. :/ Yeah. So thinking I definitely won't be having any kind of life until March.
Didn't go out last night. Feel quite bad now :/ But dad said the roads were awful & no taxis would take us back so I didn't want to risk getting stranded in Inverness. So instead I'll visit Helen in Bournemouth before June and I'll take a daytrip or go spend a few nights in Southampton with Jen too. :)
Finished work yesterday which was supremely boring & dead, so ended up talking to Cassie for most of the day. Did actually do some work: dusted out the cups and couldn't figure out how I survived an entire summer just doing that.
Hopefully am meeting up with Helen, Clare & Gillian tomorrow in town so yay! Fingers crossed buses are running as stagecoach is useless and doesn't say anything about not running but it is a bank holiday? Grr buses. & then am heading back to Edinburgh to begin relentless dissertation research, living-in-the-library and probably not sleeping month. Woooooo. Going to start swimming again as I am determined to get fit this year and it'll probably be too icy in Edinburgh to attempt to start running.
I looove this song. It makes me want to dance. :D
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| you're in my mind all of the time |
[26 Feb 2006|03:21pm] |
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I had a plan for this weekend. It involved barricading myself in my room and managing to finish my modern studies essay, finally do that German thing (she's been asking me for it for WEEKS), getting 2 pages of my geography essay done, getting 2 pages of my dissertation done with LOTS of notes & finally starting to do serious work on my river project.
Am now contemplating ways to kill myself for my stupidity of not doing anything yesterday. *headdesk* I. Am. So. Screwed. I've only finished my modern studies report and my dissertation is due in TWO WEEKS. Which is way too soon. So of course, now I'm updating this while looking for reviews on The Moth Diaries. & am getting distracted. Stupid internet. On the plus side, I've found out they're supposedly making it into a film (see here: http://www.killermovies.com/m/themothdiaries/articles/1952.html) so yay, that'll be interesting if it's true.
My mum booked Clare & me in at a guest house in Edinburgh yesterday. I'm getting really excited about going to the open days now, heh. Although I'm not whenever I remember that my dissertation will (or should) be done two weeks before it. Why do I always leave things so late?!
& now I should leave and get some serious notes done... ugh. Must not get distracted by anything this time either. I've got an interview about it after school & Mr Graham will not hesitate to kill me if I have ...well, what I have now. :/
Edit: god, I'm screwed. & hopeless. Since when did I procrastinate so much?! I wasn't this damn bad last year. Ughh. I'll cancel paired reading tomorrow (Paul's cancelled it a million times so me doing it now shouldn't matter) & do English then...and in English study and I hope like hell that I get a lot done (haha. not going to happen). Will do German tonight (steal sister's dictionary) and geography...well, I'll keep my mouth shut and will work on essay and talk to Eoghan and have something new to squee over when I get home, hopefully. Unless Mrs Briggs is like "so, where's all this work you promised me?", in which case...oh goddd. Must stop procrastinating so much. *headdesk*
On the plus side, the Polmaily should be calling me back tomorrow about the £74 which I have yet to collect. It's been over a fortnight since I collected £55...I want the rest, dammit. So Lisa better call back. And she better tell me I can come and get it whenever otherwise I'll cry. & get more stressed. & I don't want that.
And in random news (don'twannadoGerman!) I ♥ the Rasmus's video for 'No Fear' which I rediscovered today. Yaaay. :D & oh crap, i hope i didn't have extra German homework I just remembered right now. *wails* why am i so stupid?! Head, meet desk for about the millionth time today.
you're in my mind all of the time, I know it's not enough
Well if the sky can crack, there must be some way back... ♥
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| do this?? |
[26 Jan 2004|07:56pm] |
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